First Semester done.

hello blog world.
the wonderful stylings of Travis Brown are back.
for the entire winter break.
i haven't wrote on my blog in a month or so.
and i realize that when you work for blogs that aren't so personal,
you lose touch with yourself.
so i'm back to posting stuff.
but feel free to visit www.spoiledbroke.com as well.
that's my 'work' blog.
lol.
[if you click sbtravie on that blog, that's my posts.peep it lol]

nonetheless.
i am alive.
and home.
and i'm glad.
but to be honest,
i feel.....
alone.

I can't seem to feel happy because of this somedays.
and you know every guy's mentality,
'fuck emotions. that's a female's trait'
or
'nigga fuck that relationship shit. we young out here.
you got your whole life for that.'

well, either way,
i don't think that.
i think having a Her on my side makes me happier than anything in the world.
because that girl is my equal.
i can make her laugh,
tell her anything.
tell her things i wouldn't tell my friends,
some things i wouldn't even tell my moms.
i would give her as much energy she would want from me,
and she would do the same.
and I wouldn't even ask her to give that much,

cuz I would rather give her the world.

but somedays....
trying to attain that isn't easy.....
because people come....
and people go.
that's life.

but I can't put too much energy into that right now....
it'll happen when the time is right.

but still....
It's the Holiday Season.
so...
don't be selfish....
okay?