2009: a Recap.

so 2009 is coming to a close....
so soon, right?
well, in light of this,
I'm gonna reflect on this 2009,
my 2009.
where to start.....

Graduation.
that was.....
okay.
I was glad to say I made it
through 12 years of SHIT.
lol.
public school was....
interesting.
and when I have kids.....
they will ALL be going to public school too.
lol.
that shit sets you up to be less awkward
in the real world.
trust me.

What else....

College.
My first year has been
fun,
so far.
I'm working hard.
but damn,
B's all across the board.
oh well.
Next semester, it'll be
more of an A-B variety.
Tech is cool though.

Relationships.
man.....
idk where this starts....
or where it ends.....
this year was a weird year for relationships
for me, that is.
I came into 2009 in one....
and now I'm not in one
and will finish the year out that way,
most likely.
The original one I was in....
it was good....
but we were headed in a bad direction....
and it ended....
but it happens.
i don't blame anyone for that.
Then the other relationship I was in....
there aren't enough words to describe it.
but i enjoyed the time we had.
it's weird.
i picked this year to,
for the first time,
cheat.
smart guy, right?
and now I'm stuck on this girl....
cuz it feels like it ended so abrupt.
and it's the first time I've been stuck
on ANY girl for this long.
and idk.....
i miss her....
and idk....
she might be a part of my 2010....
or we'll be apart in 2010.
you know which one I'm hoping for.

Myself, Personally.
this year has been quite the learning experience
cuz I've found out a lot on myself.
who I am...
what's my true motivation....
and where I've come from.
but I've also found out
i got a long ways to go....

Friends.
got many.
and it's taken me four years to truly
weed out who's real and who's not.
and I'm just glad to have people around me
that care,
no matter how close we are.

and I think that's it.
I'm sure there's more.
but yeah,
this is my 2009 reflection.